mmhm.

princessanax @ 2007-05-19T12:22:00

2007-05-19T16:23:48Z

so i've got a new lj.

aureliaterror

this one's too lame. i've moved on from that chapter in my life, and so has he. here's to the new me.

jfashfoaoashjlfa. oh you heard me.

2007-02-10T16:01:35Z

soo.

i'm at zach's right now. he's like, sucking the face off two teddybears bhind me on the bed, because he can't get me.

;]

!!!!!!!!!!;]]]]]]]

yeah. so today.. well yesterday.. was emily's birthday. fuckin' right. 18.
she can buy me porn now. ;]!

okay so like, the new fall out boy makes me want to cry with joy and like,yheah. it's like. WOW i love it.anndd..

zach is now.. rotating around.. and moaning.. [he's never had a girlfriend. ;]]

ily zach, you're a cutiepie.

princessanax @ 2007-02-01T23:22:00

2007-02-02T04:23:19Z

i give up. on everything. on him and his stupid way of making my heart flip over, on her, for being a useless woman who can't understand me, and most of all?

i give up on myself. goodnight.

my finger hurts.

2007-01-27T18:14:16Z

why? because there's a blister within a blister on it! bahaha! i'm so fucking unique! alert the media! GAAAHH.

work tonight. brad better not be fucking closing, or i'll barricade myself in the freezer and freeze to death while slashing my jugular with a chicken strip. i shall do it!

sooo, last night at work? i did really badly! timeline of events:

1. first order i took, the people gave me the money, i cashed it in, they drove ahead, but! they backed up and said, WE DON'T WANT THE BOTTLE OF WATER ANYMORE, CAN WE HAVE OUR MONEY BACK? god, i was annoyed. i had to call brad over to open my till and void out the water! and it only costs 49 cents! AGHJSDGJHG.

2. i can't wash dishes. well, i can, i just couldn't do it very well last night. retard brian put his greasy grill bits in my powersoak, which turned the water greasy, which i didn't notice, so i washed all my dishes, and then somehow they got greasy, so i'm slacking my fries in the freezer, and brad comes in an' he's like, WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE? and he showed me a lid. so i was all, um, it's cracked a little? and he was like, NO, IT'S FREAKING GREASY. and he was like, SO mad. i was like, CALMALAMMALA DOWN. so i went over and he emptied all my water and washed it, and i was crying because i'm stupid, but then he's all. go home. in a really, really mean voice. so i said, no, i'm going to do my job. so he was like, GO HOME, THIS ISN'T A REQUEST. so then i burst out into tears and ran out the door.

into the cold. my mom wasn't supposed to pick me up 'til 11:00, and it was 9:30. so i walked home. and i nearly froze to death.

i hate work! i hate it! :(!

jonathan and anaxandria.

2007-01-26T01:21:02Z

have nothing to write about. at all. oh.

i made a movie for him today. it was kinda cute. i looked stupid though. but, what're best friends for?

<3

dead.

2006-12-15T04:48:53Z

is what this lj is. i miss jonathan. i miss benjamin. i miss lamb chop. HEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHWEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYAAAAAAH.

hot cousin is coming up this coming week ! technically, he's my step-cousin, so i can bang him and not feel guilty.

truth or dare?

HEY, HEY, LITTLE RAZORBLADE.

2006-10-14T14:20:00Z

Weeeeellll, stuff's been happening. I haven't updated this since I got backkkk from the land of the awesome accents, so, here goes!

I think I'm losing one of my best friends. I'm not too sure yet, so I'm not going to elaborate or anything. Just kindof depressing me.
Getting closer with other people now. I'm learning to trust them more easily. It's still bothering me that my supposed 'close friends' don't really believe in me. Example:

Me: I can't come tonight, I'm going to try and catch up with people. [:
Jessica: You're not even going to get high with us?!
Me: I've quit drugs, you know that.. &walks away_
Jessica: Yeah, right. She'll smoke it with us because she's a fucking drug addict, and I'll make her pay, too!
Heatherlynn: Wow, Jess. Way to believe in your friends. She's been trying to quit for ages.
Jessica: What? She's a fucking stoner, ugh.
Heatherlynn: And you're a dirty slut, but she doesn't complain.

Blah. I'm trying. I'm trying my damn hardest. It doesn't help that everyone doesn't really think I can do it. Benjaminface is really the only one who believes in me. Him and Meliepoo. Not too sure about Jonathan, anymore.

I got a new iPod. :]! I named it Beckett. He's amazinggggdksykahda. But he froze last night, and I started to freak out, lol. It was great. ^.^
&& THEN MY MOM BROKE 4 OF MY FINGERS WHEN SHE DROPPED A TV ON MY HAND.. But she made up for it and took me out for chinese. :]!

Mom's going away for the weekend, and leaving me in charge. Whee. I gotta work tonight, though. Won't give me much time to talk to my friends. Laadeedaa.

I think that's all for now.

xoxo ME

princessanax @ 2006-10-10T11:53:00

2006-10-10T15:53:34Z

jonathan got me lost in england. everyone HISS at him. [[:

princessanax @ 2006-10-06T08:27:00

2006-10-06T12:28:15Z

I HAVE INVADED ENGLAND. LOL!

oh dear.

2006-10-04T19:23:55Z

help me. that's all i ask. i swear i'll kill myself soon. no fucking joke.

princessanax @ 2006-10-03T15:17:00

2006-10-03T19:19:37Z

MOTHERRRSOUNDD, WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO YOU? YOU'RE WITHERING AWAY IN THE COLDDD.

fucking love this fucking song.

I FUCKING LOVE MY BOYFRIEND, TOO.

and i fuckin' love melie and jonathan and dana and you. YEAH!

>:[

2006-10-01T14:05:55Z

JONATHAN JAMES ALLFORD.

if you don't freaking get back here within the hour, i shall murder you and your spinwaving chair. :@

xena and gabi rele.

2006-09-29T12:38:52Z

uhm. well i have a crush on a certain person. who's kindof in my line of sight right now! so if he suddenly reads this, i'm retardedly screwed.

in other news, jonathan shall soon return to his rightful squat in my life. i miss him alot. i'm prettymuch brokenhearted without the spinwaves and BANG! fights. where for art thou, cucumber? ]:

andddd, dana made a flash thingy about a fish. it made me kinda happy. dana always makes me happy! he's that kind of person. i dunno what i'd do without him.

i'm still working on getting away from the many grade nines who follow me. one in particular will not leave me alone. his name is brian. he introduced himself to me as:

'Hi, I'm Brian, and this is Jimmy!', Jimmy being his mole. EW.

yeeeaaahh. i'm prettymuch lying if i sound really happy and perky. i'm probably the most depressed, suicidal and retarded human being on the planet. and no, it's not because of the reason you're thinking of. it's my chronic depressive disorder or whatever. i don't think i've smiled in like, 4 weeks. and like, jonathan hasn't been on in a zillion years. help. he sounds like he's having fun. i hope he is.

i gotta go to drama. and then english. and then canadian history, and then music. turrah, i love you.

MELIE LEWIS KEEPS ME SANE.

2006-09-26T16:14:17Z

I really really really really really really etc. love her a lot. like. a lot. she's lykk, the bestest friend i've ever had. i've known her for liekekeee, ever. and she's always been there for me. because she leaves her aim/msn on 24/7 so i can complain to her and have a one sided conversation whenever i want.

she can also read my mind. example:

me: YEAH, WHO DO I HAVE A CRUSH ON? YEAH?
her: benny.
me: wtf you mind reading cow.
her: [:

she's going to be famous one day. she uses me to talk to Pete Wentz so she can get famous. I'm kinda tight with a famous boy. be jealous. :D

anyways. I FUCKING LOVE YOU MUHWAYWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

the end. fucking love you. <3

ANAXANDRIA ANGST AND BRITTANY BIOPSY COMMENT ON YOUR FACE.

2006-09-25T22:49:47Z

You heard us.

BROADCASTING *LIVE* FROM MY BEDROOM.

..it's Brittany and Laurel! EEK! wellyeah. We're here 'cause we were baking a cake for our othuh best friend-thing CLAIRE. It's got rainbow bits in it. We're gonna put these toy robots that we bought on top of it. Vanquished and the like.

JONATHAN? I MISS YOU? HI? OKAY? YOU'RE NEAT? LET'S HUG?

yeah, anyways. I got wasted on Friday. Threw up on the Zipper at the Fall Fair. Ugh. Aaaannnddd Brittany had to work the whole weekend. She's not hardcore like me. She's neat. I'm gonna hug her.

YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND,BABY,RIGHT ROUND,LIKE A RECORD,BABY,RIGHT ROUND ROUND ROUND.

That's me and Brittany's theme song. Yeah!

I'm gonna let her on the computer. I'm gonna go do dishes and the like. VANQUISHED! BA..HAH!!111

XDDD

2006-09-23T21:40:40Z

LOL. ZACSDH SHOT ME WITHD A GUN THAT SHDDOOTS BULLETTTTT THINGS!!11. LMFAO. :(!!
tyt

boyfriends fuckging suck. lmfao.

im abit tyopsy, yes? yes!111

omgaahh.

2006-09-22T12:40:23Z

ahaha. i have nothing really to say. i sortof stopped coming online. for good, i think.

..well you could have waited until i left to throw a party ]:

lolol.

2006-09-19T18:34:27Z

Staarrteeeddd a new book in English today. It's rather fancy. I'm gonna try and run home in under 4 minutes. BYE.

blahhh.

2006-09-17T15:15:51Z

physically: fine.
emotionally: fuck.

eek. ]]':

huh.

2006-09-15T12:32:07Z

Currently am very, very sick. Lykkk, my Mom took me to the hospital 'cause I was THAT sick.

..so now i'm at home
'nd i'm rly alone
'nd i miss this one guy
BECAUSE I NEVER GET TO FUCKING TALK TO HIM ANYMORE.

I hate work, it takes up all my time. The teachers at school pile on so much goddamned homework that I don't even have time to type out an email. My employers call me at the worst times and ask:
'Can you come into work? Like, now? kthxbye.'
They don't even let me say yes or no. I'm working almost 40 hours a week. 40 fucking hours. Might not sound like a lot, but you start to feel it. By the end of my shifts I'm close to tears, I have to go to the chiropractor so she can fix up my joints because of the repeated motions I do at work fucks them up, I have twenty-seven blisters on my feet. Yeah, I counted them. And yes, I do wear socks. -_-'

Sleep. g'night.

ahaha.

2006-09-14T12:36:30Z

um. i have nothing to fuckin' say. butlyk. yeah. [[: ILYYYMUFFINPANTS.

princessanax @ 2006-09-02T08:37:00

2006-09-02T12:50:11Z

I had the strangest dream last night. Mom and I were driving around Scotland blasting N*Sync from speakers that were on top of our car, and our intension was to run over the Queen of England.
Fortunately for the Queen, I woke up at 2am because I remembered about a lovely special on the Animal channel about these little tiger dealy things. They were soooo cuteee. I would very much like one now, 'cept there's a law in Canada about having exotic animals for pets.. But that makes it so BORING! I've had lots of pets, but they're all more or less the same! Like, 10 dogs over 15 years, and then a rabbit, a goose, a snapping turtle, two newts, countless fish, a parakeeeeeeeeet, a cat.. BUT WHERE ARE THE LEOPARDS AND ANTELOPE?! It's not like they wouldn't enjoy living with me. We'd have oodles of fun. Leopard babies are the cutest things ever, and it would be possible to tame one and then have it like a cat. And then when people are like, 'Is that a leopard?!', I could be like, 'Naw, he's just a bit ugly for a Siamese.'. IT COULD WORK. :]]

Getting my hair done at 10:00am. Remind me. I need to do my makeup a certain way so it'll look really retarded with my current hairstyle, and then when I get my new hair, it'll look perfect. Getting it dyed black underneath and on the ends, and then a sort of pale blonde on top, and then I'm getting it cut liiiiiikeee.. These pretty people:

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=50114346&imageID=1002001770&MyToken=5384573b-e86d-4ce5-9ce2-60ffb6de3e66

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=33390071&imageID=958934768&MyToken=0b13c977-4882-4991-9b8f-891b19785bf7

YAAAAAAY. I'm excited. 'Cept last time I went to get it done, I went to this random styling place that I had never checked out before 'cause I'm stupid like that, and then when I specifically told the lady how to do it, and i provided pictures, AND my laptop with a dealy i made where the head rotates a full 360 degrees so you can see ALL aspects of the hairstyle, she still managed a way to fuck it up. I'm serious. I looked a guy with makeup on. Aha! I looked like a drag queen! MY HAIR WAS SO BLOODY SHORT. I nearly attacked the lady who did it, but I waited 'til I got to the car to complain. BUT, that shall not happen this time. I'm going to Anthony's Hair Stylists - Paris. yeyeyeyeye. It's like, scene kids who grew up to be hair stylists. I love it there. They know who Sonny Moore is, and how his HAIR looks! YAAAAAY. Solyk, yeah. It cost me 125$ to get my hair done last time. Ssoooo I'll take a round 300$ this time, just in case. And there might be a sale on shoes at that neato shoe store on 3rd. :D!

GOAWAYNOW; <3

Newts.

2006-08-19T20:49:36Z

I HAVE TWO NEWTS. Their names are Jeremy and Newton. Newton belongs to Jonathan, 'cause he named him. Newton's also really annoying, and likes to sneak onto my face when I'm sleeping. Jeremy's a gay who ruins my drawings. Moral of the story? DON'T BUY NEWTS AS PETS.

>:l

2006-08-16T01:34:39Z

I'm really mad at everything right now. My mom insists on controlling my life. She won't let me go out anymore, she won't let me dress the way I want, she makes me go to bed at really stupid times.. She even tried to stop me from talking to one of my best friends, because she thought I was 'freakishly and most definately obcessed to the point of destruction'. Whatever THAT means. Ugh. She forces me to do things that SHE wants to do. She signed me up for 'Spiritual Chanting and Ritualistic Dancing' lessons. I really just want to crawl into a hole and disappear.

Sorry, Jonathan. I didn't mean to be bitchy when I left. <3

fgyudsdg.

2006-08-12T18:11:03Z

i figured out who i'm going to marry.

and no, i'm not going to tell you. [: